Goodbye 2010

To a year that brought me Amazing new friends!
and to a year that took my sanity!

Although it is questionable to say that i was even once sane, believe it or not
i was!
2010 was a year of straight ups and downs!
spiralling me round and round!
and although i made some amazing new friends & Sista's!
it still brought me horrible sadness!

To the happiness! that is Harry! my 3rd nephew that was born in February 2010
to The amazing new friends i made!
To Spencer Bell and all that you have taught me!
Believe it or not you saved my life on many occasions!
Your inspire everything i do!
Youll never be forgotton by any of your fans and especially your family and friends
who together brought the world to light on you, your music, your art and your everything!
June 2011 i hope i am there to see the SBL show in Paris!

And to the Sadness,
Though you were only my dog, you were my best friend, my baby, the real reason i
woke up every day, the reason i went to sleep everyday, the reason i smiles
the reason i loved the reason i cared! and the reason my heart was broken
and i cry everyday! I'll miss you Jazz! forever and always!
Tears wont bring you back, but the photos and memories i have of you
will keep me going throughout all the hurt and sadness!
And to Johnny! you were shaunis grandad! a friend to all and a man who
i will always remember as dancing and singing with his wife and grandchildren
and his family and friends! Youll forever be in everyones hearts! and never forgotten!
everybody misses you!

To My Nana! although it was 2009 that we lost you! i'll miss you forever!
never a day goes by when i dont think of you!
everything reminds me of you!
i love you forever!
xoxo


So to,
Lorna and Mariska!
Two of the most amazing people a girl could ever ask for!
Its been just less than a year that i have come to know both of you!
theres nothing in the world i would change about you both either!
that shall be shared through email! to each of you!

Shauni and Amy!
Two people i have known for a long period of time!
yet two people i will never forget through anything!
this year will be amazing to you both!

Jamie Elizbeth! and Tonya!
Mother and Daughter!
Friends for life i hope!
You both make me laugh and smile when im down with your witty
words, your blog updates (tonya) and your current activity (jamie)
Helmets for all and scones too!
Happy new year and all the best!
I shall get to where you are one day and spread the britishness that i am!

Curtis!
Your mad!
simply carazzzzy! (lmao)
Our conversations throughout deal or no deal
and our conversations throughout well.. alltogether!
One day we'll meet and have the best time ever! laughing and joking!
and choking! (on our tomatoe soup and ham sandwitches)

and to the rest of you!
You know who you are!
you changed a part of me! and who i am! ill never orget that! forever will i thank you
for helping me understand parts of the world and my life i never thought
i would understand!

So im hoping this year will bring me happiness and no sadness,
though i know that wont happen!
ill make sure to tell people how i really feel
make sure to tell people who i really am!
and try my best to achive my dreams!

P.s i need a doctor! lmao!

I love you all! way too much!